I write because I can't not write. I write because I seem to disappear day by day when I don't. My edges get blurry. I begin to disintegrate. At the same time, I get tense and edgy. I write to release pressure, to remind myself I'm here, I exist. I feel like hell before I write and am often loathe to bring myself to the page, but when I do, I feel so much better. The release is as incredible as... well, you know. Or maybe almost as incredible.